martes, 22 de septiembre de 2009


Nunca fui feliz. O fui feliz como quise.
pero supongo qe es así. siempre aspiramos a lo qe no podemos llegar, a lo qe no tenemos, a lo imposible. pero nada es imposible.
porqe siempre para mí hay nos? hay restricciones, límites, puntos de salida pero no de llegada.
La historia se mueve en círculos. Mi historia también, pero en círculos viciosos. Ida y vuelta, pero siempre termino en el mismo lugar.
Quizás no es lo mejor, pero es lo único qe conozco. Y qé si me hace mal? Uno se acostumbra al dolor.
Como se acostumbra a todo, el hombre es un animal de costumbre. Eso es lo triste.
Que sea tan fácil acostumbrarse y tan difícil el cambio, para mejor o para peor, pero sigue siendo difícil.
Cómo cambiar cuando acostumbrarme es lo unico qe conozco? Para cambiar, hay qe QUERER CAMBIAR. Sin el deseo, no hay nada.
Sólo pensamientos, solo teorías no hechas realidad ni comprobadas, y de eso no se vive.

miércoles, 16 de septiembre de 2009


Temporary, so dont hurt me his time.
And its all again I know we'll stay the same, but repetition ends in failure.
I'm a walking contradiction.
Tell me why we live like THIS. Give us life again, we just wanna be WHOLE.

martes, 8 de septiembre de 2009


If it feels right, maybe it wont be
the last piece of the puzzle of my hearts its in your hands, not in mine.
So try to choose right, I dont wanna fall apart, like I always do.
SAVE ME! you know you can.
Dont go and turn around, running aways of problems, running away from US.
Cause u know that if you do, I wont comeback. Not again. Not into your cold arms that once let me fall, into the deepest dark.
Trying to convince myself you are the only one, its not enough.
I cant help feeling it, not feeling you. Is it wrong? is it a crime?
we know its not. And no matter what I do, I cant see you, I cant feel u anymore. Why?
You've wrapped your heart with such a thick glass,
that neither you can see through it
Your mind doesnt belong to your body, to your heart. (Ive been there too)
We're thinking too much when we are not listening to ourselves
But what if we need to think?
What if the only thing that can save us from this burning hell is a thought?
Why are we suffering when the answer is in front of us?
You always choose the longest road, but watch out!
It might take you NOWHERE.

No more confussions, no more waiting awake for you to call me
no more crying @ night
no more wasted days n nights just thinking about you
no more you n I
why? you blew it away only with words
Congratulations! Im out
are you happy?
'cause this is what you've been praying for, isnt it?

poke me

I look around n I try to find u.
But you're gone, like so many time before
I should know that u always do this
Whenever you find a place to be safe from everyone
you take it, and then, u fade away.
like an amazing dream
the only difference is that u are anything,
BUT amazing.